I've been asking myself the same question all day, "What exactly am I jealous of?" Is it just the fact that my friend got the job? Or am I jealous of the husband and family thing?
I've been single for so long that I really don't remember what being in a real couple is like, but it doesn't stop me from wishing that I could have that. Especially when I see cute families doing things together, or when the Father Daughter Dance comes around. But, I do know that I really wanted that job, needed that job. It would have given us more money, less restrictions. It would have given me the opportunity to do what I like to do. So, mostly, I think it's the job...but I've got to admit that it's basically the straw that broke the camels back. It's just that she now has everything that I want but don't have.
What have I done in my life to get the short end of the stick all the time?
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